Tense

Year 2 is no joke, seriously! :(
Just started school not long ago and projects are streaming in,
deadlines after deadlines, presentations, and mid sem tests are in two weeks!
i dont even know where to start or what to do with so many things piling up.
I want a breakkkkkkkkk, to go out with my friends and spend some catching up time.
What was i thinking that year 2 could help me pull up my GPA.
I SHOULD HAVE WORKED HARDER T_____________T
Other than that, my new classmates are really really really awesome!
Esmayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!^^

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Celebrated the princess' birthday at Hard Rock Cafe.
I swear im never stepping into that place ever again until i start working.
Its bloooooody expensive! :( Broke.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA andy pandy i will transfer to you sooooooooooooon!!!
HAHAHAHA the Hard Rock Band sang Happy Birthday for darling kneally!
Okay we shall let the pictures do the talking :)



Look at the cutest hamster cake ever!
DRAWN BY RACHALLLLLLLLLLLLLL BABY ZANNA TAY!!!!!!!<3
HAHAHAHAHAH baby cause shes still the youngest so far!

HAHAHAHAH three musketeers! hiak hiak hiak.

Forced to stand on the chair HAHAHAHAHAHA, everybody with the birthday girl!


Ending off with me and the pretty princess! Happy belated birthday, love you loads!

Typing in this rotting space cause everyone's asleep! well that's because there's school tomorrow. and this marks the end of me as a freshie! i cant believe 2 months passed so fast. and my holidays are over :( Seems like i dont know anyone from my new class, im actually kinda excited to make new friends all over again! :-))))))) HOPE I'LL MEET AWESOME PEOPLE! Actually, I don't even have school tomorrow... partially the reason why I'm still awake at this hour. Gotta start tuning back my body clock!!!!!!!! HAHAHA. Else i'll die this sem. WISH ME LUCK, READERS!

NEW YEAR CHINESE NEW YEAR

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS, IF THERE IS ANY. HAHA.
:)
This year's celebration was surprisingly pleasant~ :)
Love granny, relatives and cousins the most foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
hehehe, my gambling luck is not really on my side though!!!
i brought like $20 and i left $1.
sighhhhhhh
HAHAHAHA OH WELL. I HAD AN AWESOME TIME. :)



Grace and IIIIIIIIIIIII, whats wrong with my mouth srsly. HAHAHA.
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these are overdue pictures from new year countdown at MBS.
:)
Granny booked a suite there, HAD AN AWESOME VIEW OF FIREWORKS.
HHEHEHE I LOVE GRACE AND GABRIEL COUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR AFTER A MONTH!

grace took my pink partaye hat :(

GABRIEL ME AND GRACEEEEEEEEEEE.

K BYE FOR NAOZ. :)

Air

TOMORROW IS Principles Of Management PRESENTATION DAY!
Introducing PAST TIMES BAKERY.

hahahah i swear if the word bakery wasnt there,

i wouldve thought it was a name for the local papers
Hope all goes well for presentation tomorrow!!!
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FOR ACCOUNTING EXAM. HAHAHAA.
i really hope it'll be easy!! :)
GO PAT ACE IT ALL.




I SEE YOU, but you cant see me.
guess thats the sad thing about being a fangirl right? :(

Even if i care, you wont feel it.
Even if i reply, you wont see it.
we're so near yet so far.

I try to ignore all the down sides to being a fan.
But sometimes, it really is quite depressing right?
I cant seem to bring myself to dislike you at allllllllllll.
sigh.

P M S

SHERLOCK HOLMES with the Lazy People Party yesterday.
IT WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I honestly did not know sherlock holmes would be that good,
because i keep falling asleep when i watched the prequel. o_o
BUT THIS SHERLOCK HOLMES MOVIE WAS AWESOME.
Sherlock Holmes is the wisest man who ever lived.
THE END ?
HAHAHAA im really hoping for the next Sherlock Holmes movie,
it will be the most awesomest shit ever!!!!!
After the movie, we went to HK CAFE. as always HAHAHAHA
Rachall and I got sick on eggs. :(

must be cause sam sam never help me to crack the eggs :(

And yesterday was the first time that anyone sent me home!!!!!!!!!!! o_o
I am so happy, yet really sad and guilty at the same time.
Because of me every one goes home late.
sigh, why am i such a burden.
okay I REALLY MISS MY LPP PEOPLE ALREADY. esp kneally.
bye bye.

"Before you do anything, think about what will happen next"
I guess most people often neglect that quote.....?
same for me.
I don't know what is my problem.
A shitload of problems was caused by my selfishness yesterday.
If only I had thought through before doing anything...
everything would have been different.
I feel really selfish.
I hate myself.
IS IT NORMAL TO FEEL THIS WAY?

wooooooooooooosh

OKAY. it has been super long since i've posted anything right?!
my life is super dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and boring,
and i dont really know what to post about?
well, unless you all wanna know how much of a boring person ive been
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.
actually.. i dont even know who im talking to since my blog is dead
and nobody actually visits...?
i think even my sole blog read a.k.a rachall......
doesnt even visit this dead page anymore HAHAHAHAHA.
OH WELLLLL.
anyway, the reason why im posting this post is because i have nothing better to do and i dont feel like sleeping. HAHAHAA.
i think this is the only way that can get me thinking and improve my english?
actually im not really thinking because im just typing whatever that comes to my mind.
HAHAHAAHAHAHAH

okayyy so.. MY XMAS CHALET WITH ZAINAB AND CO. WAS REALLLY AWESOME.



okay.. i suddenly felt tired so we'll let the pictures do the talking.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
anyway, sorry waiyi for not celebrating your birthday on the actual day.........
but look what i did!

i wished her at 21/12/11 and at 12:21am HAHAHAHA. i am so awesome.
anyway waiyi's birthday surprise worked out great! but kneally couldnt come because she was tired from her japan trip. hahaha.
more about it another time when i dont feel so restless.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

taychall said ive changed :( heheh i still dont really know what is it.
but i dont really like the me now.
i feel less....... me? HAHAHAHA is there even such a thought.
i feel that im not the old me but i have no idea to return back to 'me'
and i dont know if returning back to 'me' will be good?
or should i just remain like that. argh i dont know its super frustrating!
HAHAHAHAA OMG IM SO WEIRD....
im such a boring person omg. -_-
OH YES.
HAPPPPPPPPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!~~
MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION IS TO BECOME A BETTER AND NICER AND CUTER(not gonna happen) AND PRETTIER(not gonna happen) PAT AND NOT TO SWEAR ANYMORE -_-
please slap me if i swear in front of you kay. HAHAH
im like 5 days late, but who cares!
:)
k i dont know how to end? byebye!

Stand

Today is the second day of schoooooooooooool!
Thankful to the people who are willing to be my friends, and
having mixed feelings about the rest.
I wonder when i will be able to face the rest like the past.
BUT, SO FAR SCHOOL'S BEEN GOOD.
Tomorrow is a public holiday YAYYYYYYYYYY
WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY DEEPAVALI IN ADVANCE!~

Wanted to start this semester anew, troubles free,
but thats kind of impossible i guess?

I wonder what would have happened if i didnt voice out,
what would have happened?
i cant even see you girls in the eye for even 2 seconds.
i cant muster up enough courage to speak to you.
its hard, and i miss the fact that we used to be great friends.
I wonder if you all might feel the same?
I will keep this tiny bit of hope within me, and I hope this will be over soon.

I am happy for the people that accept me for who I am,
thank you to everyone who is there for me when I am at the lowest point of my life.
:')

Someone once told me that
"with every downfall, there will be a pleasant surprise that will help you get back on your feet"

I finally see that coming.